A very strange thing happened after my DMT trips, I met a Trickster jester like energy.
On DMT, it showed itself in my mind as Baphomet.
It manifested as several forms to me, Green Man, Clowns, Daimon.
Perhaps this is a latent energy that is always present but activates when one resonates on its wavelength.
Who knows or cares, it happened.
I found a way around it or into it.
It wouldn’t leave me alone, I wrote about much of it.
Finally, when I no longer struggled, it went silent.
I had to let it all go.
It had no hold on me then.
Before it shook me around like a doll.
Whatever I fell back to in my mind to defend my self it could get past.
I was able to watch it stalking me.
Licking its sharp teeth.
It taunted me to do things.
To let my beliefs go.
It never sought control or my allegiance.
Anytime I showed it something I found in life to make it meaningful, it slapped it out of my hands.
It left me laughing.
It was a funny game of show and tell.
It still pops up from time to time, but I dance with it.
Accept all of what comez.
Don’t fight it, no point to fight, it just ages you faster.
Straight on.
You go to Heaven for the climate
And Hell for the companionship
—Mark Twain
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