I would hold my Initiation up to any other’s experience as an authentic open hearted and minded exploration of being here.
If you approach it this way, you would likely have a similar experience.
What do I say
Well, Eric, the ego, says much less than he used to.
Things become clear when you understand what kill the Buddha means.
We need nothing to mediate our experience with ourselves.
All mediators who insist they are the exclusive provider of access to Self are liars.
This is the domain of the nameless formless version of god which is who Jesus showed you we are.
We each contain a connection to this nameless and formless aspect of ourselves.
There are ways to personify the images inside us, but it isn’t as simple as this is evil or good, it’s a soup.
Dualistic thinking will need to be transcended to get to your Silence and Strength.
I do feel thought forms have their own life in mind beyond our physical heads and appear to act on us from outside.
You come to distrust all your thoughts and kill your god, which was an idol for God.
If you want to, you can see any system as evil if it persists and or promotes separation.
Then you have to practically learn how to use and live with evil and good again.
There is a force inside of us I have met that appears to guide us to the edge of an Abyss.
What is say is you can’t run away from this or cheat.
You must face it all, meaningless and meaningful, and look and go into the Abyss.
What you are on the other side of this is clearer if you have not gone insane.
Then you have natural compassion to help, but you see through all of it.
What you do then is not at all what others expect.
The mind guesses what comes next into frame and if you surprise it, as I have learned to do, you can get past the mask of confusion all naturally wear.
You might get shot if you try this with the wrong muppet, but you come to see all have to work it out on their own with their guiding light.
And your guiding light is the best friend you have in the end.
You help get them into position, but each has to close the loop.
The world shrinks down to your local contact with it.
Ahhhhhhhhh, now isn’t it easier and simpler then to work it out where you are.
The rub is, in some dimension of your self, you have everything you need.
You test this until you are sure.
So then you see immediately the confusion in the world as just that.
You can take off all these layers and you can do this while alive, some of us can’t hekp but to go as far as we can short of physical suicide in pursuit of the Trickster and Magician.
Belief and faith in something is a necessary ingredient it seems to make it go quicker.
But many never seem to come to this awareness, so while you know this state of mind to be more beneficial in many ways, others can’t be talked into killing their God and becoming God in their local life, but that is exactly what they can do.
I cannot decide when the scales will fall off your eyes, but I can decide when they fall off my eyes.
Look at how much the Buddhists have written about what can’t be written about, as I have, as Dan has.
This was fun ultimately to work out, but it was hell to go through and turn myself inside out to realize.
That’s not fun in a close minded child like culture, until you find how funny it is.
Then you can play evil or good because you aren’t ever just good or just evil.
The Light does evil things. The Shadow does good things. Each contains the others destruction and salvation.
So now that you have no sides, look again at the world and it will take on a beauty never before seen.
Every sound and image and sense is us talking to us.
Every thought or feeling potentially meaningful!
We are so NOT alone in form.
And maybe that’s part of why form is so desirable to the formless.
Who wants to be alone?
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