Dan and I had a chat.
I wanted to see what he was up to.
I just felt to call him.
I was driving home and I had just gotten some gas and I just pulled over and said call Dan.
I asked why he was disconnected from his sponsors.
They seem to have some extreme politics I can’t say I share.
That’s second hand, so not fair for me to say.
Dan is authentic and I respect him a great deal.
I can’t say he is confused, how would I know?
His way is just not my way.
I shared with him some strange things related to the Trickster.
I was curious what he thought.
Something said stuck with me.
It is the person Jesus I felt I met as a child, I had said I felt close to, but I never saw that Jesus in church.
I don't accept any prophecy or version of creation from a book talking monkeys wrote
What is just is for me.
I think Dan’s personalism rant has something to it.
We are all just trying to make our way in life together, whether we like it or not.
I think Dan knows I am not really against him.
I’m just flowing and poking.
When one feels the scary aloneness I felt, not depression, a deep abyss and then you meet a person like Dan, you think you may have found a kindred spirit and then they start on about the religion you left, it can be a challenge.
I took great offense to Dan’s mission and hold on history.
How dare he claim to be the SoT!
There is none I railed!
He brought out some deep stuff.
How dare he talk about my friend Jesus related to Disclosure I thought!
I didn’t even know what Disclosure was when I showed up here and I still don’t.
I have no reaction to that word but bewilderment.
What could they be seeking?
It bugged me.
But not enough to get close enough to find out.
I felt very very strongly to stay away.
OMF was plenty close enough to whatever for me.
I see I had a personal experience that left me in the jet wash of Consciousness.
He let me work it out.
He wanted to throw me off the board several times.
I’m glad he didn’t.
Boy though I taunted him to death to make him.
He gave me the ammunition
My relationship to Dan and our connection is meaningful personally to me.
It may have no other significance.
But I think personal connections maybe are the whole meaning of life.
And that’s kinda his point maybe.
This is the Trickster energy partly here.
I let it possess me.
I gave my self to it with glee.
I understood one thing it communicated to me, let go.
You can embody any archetype you find within yourself.
But listen, that energy would burn the world while laughing.
Like a Nero or Trump.
I was spinning out of control when I met Dan.
I let my self spin out all the way and I found control was a lie.
I let the process flow as it liked.
It’s been hella fun Dan.
He will be away a few days.
Relax and enjoy Dan.
I’ll wait...what’s a muppet to do?
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