So Dan and I just had a fun chat.
When he has no one to chat with, he calls me.
That’s cool
maybe that’s how it should happen, BPW and all.
Maybe I’m channeling Lucifer, The Adversary.
And until he can get past me, he doesn’t get to make his next move.
Perhaps
Things happen the way they do, can’t whine about it.
I feel when I get down to the details of what Dan is hinting about it always comes to the same gate.
I’m spontaneous.
Completely undirected.
I have this moment alone.
Perhaps I’m a clear channel or not.
I can’t accept anyone else’s version of reality or anyone’s story about this or that as the truth.
I don’t do missions.
So when Dan talks about missions, we have lost our thread together.
I’d say, what happens was the best thing to happen.
We can’t force things.
I want to speak to the Princess and Ron directly, if they do read these silly posts.
Whatever you have told Dan, he seems to sincerely believe it and in fact hangs on every step.
Now my way of living wouldn’t allow me to ever be in that situation.
So as Dan’s friend, I have tried to represent another way of being, not living for a story.
This is what appears as conflict with Dan and I, not that it matters, but that’s the way it is.
I have gotten him to admit, the story he is aware of could be a decoy, he kind of volunteered that to his credit.
I have asked him questions like a reporter would and the story breaks down.
I don’t push too hard, but there is a point where you have to make a leap.
To hold to a story is always unwise imo.
But sometimes, a story is all someone has.
We are more than our chosen story.
We are all the stories.
I wish I could give that awareness to every human being.
Jesus couldn’t and I can’t.
Now if I said, look, in 3 days the Sun will go out, talk to me after.
How many would believe that person if it happened?
Many.
No miracle would convince me to believe anything, not even raising someone or myself from the dead.
I can trust no sense experience as the final word or truth on anything.
This is why science is totally lost chasing shadows.
I’d know who they were by how they acted, what they did.
Don’t hold too tightly to anything is my way of being.
I have the most beautiful flower here in my hands, I protect it, Dan would say I hide it.
Until we let go of all stories, how can we really be free in ourselves?
We never could be.
It’s a reset switch.
If Jesus himself appeared to me and made ultimate claims, I’d have to fart
in his general direction.
Bad bunny
So I’m incorrigible I guess.
Many of us are like this and have been like this and thankfully so.
We balance the scales.
I would never willfully mislead anyone.
That would be the ultimate violation.
I couldn’t propagate a noble lie or lie of any kind.
Maybe I’m just an angel on Dan’s shoulder.
Enough freaky coincidences have occurred between us, that Dan knows, wanted or not, in me he has a mirror and a bird from the depths tweeting at him.
He also has someone who does not lie to him.
Trust is earned and we are both still basically strangers honestly.
I asked him, what if they sat you down Dan and confessed that they let things get out of hand and we need to be straight and say this was all exaggerated.
He says he could accept that, I doubt it, but hope he could.
I won’t repeat anything second hand, but I will say this is a dangerous game.
We are always playing games with each other.
As always, I hope all are living their best lives.
Would the best possible god of the best possible world want anything else than your best?
Lies exist in this world and can lead us into all sorts of trouble.
But there is a resting state where you are what you are.
Where you can see clearly through the muddy water.
It’s often unclear what step to take next.
I would say if Dan has a reaction to something, he should explore that.
This is all I would ever share with anyone, I make no claims, so no, there is no fear here Dan.
I could only show them a blank card.
But if someone was to claim, let’s say, that the sun is going to go out, big fear!
But there is nothing to fear ultimately, none of us are getting out of here alive.
From “One Thousand and One Nights,” Hereupon the three took their rest until the fittest time drew near.
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