Whoa...
Everything I experienced on psychedelics was self deception.
All that gnosis, just dreams in full color.
My mind caught me.
You can’t trust anything in there, but people have raised empires and religions over what they saw.
If we didn’t deceive ourselves, there would be no appearances.
Every story a lie.
Senses just keep you on the crack.
But when you focus on the gaps between your thoughts.
Consciousness
It can be very absurd.
That is my point of reference now.
Not my story or experience.
That gap.
But...
In the soup of esoteric images and aliens
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my mind served up on DMT, there was the voice.
I remember the voice.
It brought me to my self through the chaos.
It spoke to me.
It showed me it’s ok.
It showed me there was no guilt or tears needed.
Gnosis is a lie.
A self deception.
But these substances can show you what is beyond reason.
They can show you parts of yourself outside of time.
You can go through your life like a Rolodex and explore each scene.
We are outside of time always.
What the psychedelics do is suppress the mind filter that imposes time.
You find a point outside of your narrative.
And then you get the dreams of the beast mixed up with your life images.
Very disorienting.
What a trip.
Why couldn’t I see this until now?
I wanted to know what it meant.
Those images don’t really mean anything.
All those images and symbols, just a deflecting action.
To give you something to
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at.
I ate it up like candy.
But it gave me a tummy ache.
I did find my point of reference though.
I see now what a gift and responsibility it is to be able to see and to go blind to this world.
I feel much better now.
I think seeing not seeing like this is the meaning.
Once you flick the recursive switch, it strips all away to nothing.
To the impossibly small nothing.
All this self deception spun out from that point.
Well, I’d say that clears it all up.
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