You can have two people walk by manure along the road, one will dig to find a possible pearl and use the manure for fuel, the other will never even look. That is why if something like the portal exists, each has their own experience depedent on how they prepared their vessel. If you do not have the eyes to see, you will not see, but I would bet whatever you do see at whatever level of awarness you are on the spectrum, you will be given clues to be able to receive and see more the next time. What a crazy mirror to the inner experiunce. I am sure that was not by accident. Again, if this thing exists. It exists in each of us, as we have said.
If you have not filled your lamp with oil, I'm sorry, you live in the light of others'. So follow a light if you find one if you have none.
I don't see it all clearly. My caution is instilled by the powers that guide my hand. I've already said WAAAAY too much to too many. They killed Jesus Hyatt reminds me. Watch out. And he was God.
I'll give you a C-, if I cared, which I do, damn it. I care about people Dan. I love them. I can't help it. So, thats probably why I get a peek. I am not some nirvana hungry enlightenment junkie. I actually felt it's best to just accept when I am done, I'm done. And I have promise of nothing. And I am kind and generous, I master my anger. Shouldn't I have many of the best qualities being one of the New Magicians? But I am not a superman. I have learned to stand with my feelings and thoughts with no shame is all. Jung and Alan taught me that. I made my peace with things.
I hope you know they will never yield. Could they scarifice themselves for the whole? That's the only kind of leader that I shall follow and serve. How many would lay their lives down for me? I would for them. They will try to hold the change back, control and distort it with their disease, guide it. They can't help it and if you get too close, you will be sucked in too. Are you kidding me? They are done. The only moves are the moves I am learning and teaching you. The Power or Light or wind or whatever is guiding us, keeps my eyes in the moment. I suspect that is grace. I read so much that communication is only possible among equals. So I have been in school.
Zohar
Maat
Jesus
Nuit
Plato
Socrates
Watts
Jung
Black Hawk
Gurdjieff
Hermes/Thoth
Crowley
Nisargadatta
Babaji
Lao Tzu
Buddha
Wilson
Thich
Leary
Blake
Elliot
Well, I didn't just read, I did the work and the exercises. It is unique for each person. Just focused on a relaxing hobby is enough space to find this. No practice needed with child mind.
And now Hyatt and his ilk come to finish the job. They will not let me go off track. They sit over my shoulder and make sure I read it all and make the art to set the new pattern. They listen to all my questions. They are patient, but not that patient. They tell me time is urgent.
And so many more. Here for us. Taught me, will teach them if they but go and sit at their feet. It takes a humilty. They paved the path and predicted the rise of people like me. Cultivated our bloodlines probably. Nature uses abundance, not scarcity when doing something new. So know, there are a lot like me and beyond out there. Sleeper cells awakening for your good.
I would take great joy and comfort in that if I could not yet see the Sun inside myself.
Have a little faith. Do a little good and quiet your minds. That's enough.
On a scale of 0-1000 of awarenes, I would say I'm at 725, maybe 710
who knows.
I should feel pretty special. People who feel special like that fall into their ego traps. I do sometimes, less and less. Slippery little mechanical process the ego. I did a lot of suffering learning to deal with this super sensitive receiver I was born as. But my earnestness and aspiration brought me here. This is destiny and I am of the Rainbow tribe. I turned into the Sun.
The cards now talk to me as if I am in a conversation. I can be reading something and then a card can be pulled talking about the same thing. It's kind of crazy. The Universe will get in your face if you can see it. It wants you to see it. It wants you to be weird and childlike and joyful creating with abandon like I have been. All creating with abandon, will be lifted up. Not the planners and string pullers. The acutal ones changing themselves and doing the work. We are the dross. I don't know how many real humans are out there, but they are waking up and the clay automatons will mechanically try to stop it. Silly toys, we can simply brush them aside, but the ones who are listening, time to stand. That's your history. Just a story to help us get here. That is what all this is about. Creating humans like me. It all seeks to revert us to childhood and start again. Well, I saw it. I didn't blink and I saw the Universe come right up to me nose to nose and then it kissed my on the forehead and gave me hug. It's that sweet. It's that good. It's that loving. It's that personal.
Is that a deception?
So there you go. Magick abounds. I am joyful and happy and at peace now. That is why the brain changes that are being tested in ones like myself are under way, to open them to what they need to navigate what's ahead, but we don't know what or when. People all around me know the change is here and we are part of it. After 2 years those close to me and at work see this is real and not a bi-polar psychotic break.
I am tired of everyone telling me I'm different, slow down. I am not feeling to slow anything. Take everything you can stand is what I feel. How about we all become like this? Explorers of ourselves. I think that is the plan. But you do all this only living life simply, peacefully. No striving is needed. I don't need to reach. Things will firm up and come to me.
Only a few can see as clearly as I can right now. Are we special? No, just clear mirrors. So take a good look. The condensation has cleared.
I have identified, isolated and been healed of my desire. Now, I aspire. We are meant to aspire. That is how we rise. Consciousness resonds to aspiration and moves the matrix to support it. That has happened with my girlfriend and I and others we know. It is crazier than any movie.
So you accuse me and others of moving too fast forgetting the rest. We know and have been show to do what we doing is all for he others. It is not about us, it's about all of you, it is what it is within us we allow out of ourselves. We are being pulled towards it. We can not meter or explain our hunger for learning and cultivation of creativity.
Sufis and Hermitists are the ones I found closest to the Truth. Almost every teacher I respect gives a nod to them and Zen mind. I found those naturally through Joy's help. You think that was an accident? They are not a religion, they represent what is possible beyond religion in direct contact with the Source.
I pull because I am compelled joyfully. I can't wait for people to experience this shift. Only those who have shifted really appreciate the simplicity and beauty of this unfolding. You have to change your brain chemistry through some process. Until it happens, blindness.
I am no ones judge. I can judge nothing. I could explain this clearly to most anyone, usually blank stares. I am like, why did you do this to us, if no one can hear it? Who can know why? I simply serve my heart now and stand in the desert.
Peace to yall.
You have my number.
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