The reason I change my appearance hobbit is an inside joke.
Something I learned deep into psychedelics.
You can make yourself into anything you like.
No appearance is just what it seems.
Many argue this point.
You can play with your masks once you learn to remove your own and live headless, as I'm sure you know.
You are a bit of a conspiracy nut, I see that as a weakness myself.
But have at it, it is a waste of resources to be caught up in others' minds imho.
I mean, anything is possible.
Most of what we live for is a manufactured lie, so isn't it all a conspiracy?
What do you know from your experience, that I will dialogue with others about.
I could care less what anyone's theories are or mine really.
As Einstein said, if you can't explain it to a child you don't understand things.
Keep it simple stupid KISS works.
Dan, as far as my mother.
She is my interface to the muppet evangelicals.
My own end times laboratory.
I have her in a neutral spot.
The only thing she has heard from me and now accepts is that we can accept others as they are.
She is attempting to do this.
But she is so quick to raise the barriers if her beliefs are threatened at all.
I have to be so gentle.
She is experiencing intense cognitive dissonance.
My way is to be smelly, sometimes when I have been deep in the wild, I have to take a bath
It is good for a smelly goat to learn to be gentle with his mother in the cosmic scheme.
She is another aspect of myself.
She is a dualist of course, I am and kinda am not.
I think she knows I can out acrobat her, which scares her.
She thinks Trump a great man.
Who am I to take her candy away?
He's the antichrist to me, twisted and evil, but isn't it interesting why they think that?
He has mesmerized them.
He can't mesmerize me.
He is a joke to me, as is our way of life.
Just a naked fool who forgot he was joking.
Oh how he suffers.
But she made a good point, how different is her ecstatic feeling compared to my garden?
I said, nothing, but you will see the fruit in action.
She doesn't understanding my smelly principle of continuer improvement, Kaizen.
Ultimately, I could care less what she thinks, but if she can see her actions, that could help her to catch her breath.
She said, I'll never do what you did.
She thinks I rebelled against God and she has to correct me.
To her, she thinks it's a matter of hell for eternity for the smelly goat.
So be it.
Hahahaha, oh mother.
A feeling or thought isn't a good one if it causes you to hate your neighbor, son, brother.
They have no concept of what they are doing.
I see them as little children and I need to be kind to them.
I need to look out for them.
I have no desire to argue anything with anyone.
I told her, the names don't matter, what is between us is real and you don't have to worry.
Does your faith open you up or close you down?
That is a good measure of how off or aligned you are with the harmony.
She never considered not going to an afterlife, where I have no afterlife I see, so I live here.
I think she will be able to accept this if I don't say anything about her beliefs.
Now I can be silent, I couldn't do this before because I was so angry being lied to and robbed my whole life.
I was pissed that I was hidden from myself, but it was for the best.
I must be like a thief and go through the back door, but I am not stealing, I am only reminding her what love is.
I leave a picture or something sweet.
She can't deny my life and true family takes joy in the other's life as well as theirs no matter what we believe.
She is learning this, as I am.
It so much more matters and maybe only matters what we do.
Something inside me says, nothing matters if you have not learned to bear with others.